Living through till the end of this life

Living through till the end of this life is not
checking off every opening, middle, and closing task,
then waiting for the store close.

Everything have an explainable reason of why things gotta be done.

Seeing people blinded with those materialistic life, i felt pity of them.

Did they ever think of what's their life for?? Why are they in this world??
Why does the God allow them?? What they really wanted to happen when it's the end of the life??

I fear of the end of life cause i've a dream to be made.
Same as everyone, my dream is to live life as what i wanted it to be.
My dream is to make myself feel successful, happy and worth living.
My dream is not yet the end of it.

That's y i'm pity with those who living restlessly,
"waiting for the shift to end by just by simply checking off the tasks
without considering why they need to??'

Anger, ya i have - of those who's just don't get the memo of all this life should be.

Shame, i have too - of having those walking into my path although is just passing by.

They're not only dragging their own life and also others around them.


Then i felt proud - of who i was; how i was brought up - the hard ways and i'm learning the essence of this life; my parents that brought me to this world - they never stop nagging; how i cautiously chose my every step to get what i wanted and i needed in life - which worth me living until today...

Then i began to hope - hope to make tomorrow a better day; hope everyone around me have a great life ahead; hope every human that walk through or passing by or blocked me have could just teach me smth good; hope i could contribute more to this world's positive community...

So i began to ask the universe - I want to live this life to the fullest and no regrets of loosing the moments; I want to make things happen; so why am i here for; at the end of my life, what kind of recognition that i needed from my family, friends, and others; my every step is reasonably inspiring to others on my path; i want to lead a simple but enriching life; i want my generations to be proud of their life and keep the questions goes on...

Now I'm trying my best to do what i needed in order to make what i wanted happens.
I want to cherish every step that i took to inspire everyone around me.
Every moment i live, the essence of this is to help the human live their life to the fullest and no regrets.

I've a world to travel to and it's not here. To get to the world of my dream, i needed to travel around and fight through every challenge. I'm sure i'll be reaching that world soon enough.

Time, i've got plenty, just the courage that needed to refinement.
Courage to travel the worlds out there is indescribable.
But i believe i can make it there at the right moment.

Thanks to the universe for listening to my request.
With Love. Sign off.