Changes that i realized

Changes after some breakthrough, changes after coming back from sick.
I realized all this in one shot but the experiences were different.

I've been breakthrough from some stress situation in personal life and also in career this year. I've been through to be humble and lots of patience since i start work in Starbucks, but it's already enough to talk about that.

Focusing back in life, I've been through stress in handling my time and financial part, particularly. But this doesn't mean I've solve my problem or been mature enough to handle them again. I'm still modifying my ways of solving problem. Inventing ways from those I had first learnt.

Being easily hot tempered - been accused, lost confidence in career and family trust,
stress from a slow moving life and not achieving the goals i wanted, all these just made me crazy, I could(have been) grab(bed) someone (guy) in the train (ladies coach) and throw him to other coach by sarcastic words and ended with scratching his face with disrespect situations, which could easily put myself in revenge target I still don't care. I'm that fierce! I had been sick for almost a week and involved in car accident which i totally admit it was my fault - but I DIDN'T talk in the phone and driving at that very moment. That is all the darkest old days I couldn't believe but could understand why Buddha put me into.

Finally, I talked to my best friends in KL recently and realized, most of the time, how stubborn i was of looking at something. Just by suggesting different views from them, I could realized this in a click. To improve from this, just one moment of willingness and motivation from my friends, I felt so light again. Yeah!! That's why I'm here.

I'm still learning, the different is, i look things not the same way as a year ago.
Everything becomes more patience, better decision making, more serious in responsibility, more clarity in everything i do, greater expect of my goal important is higher achieving chances in planning goals. Awareness is key to "self-realization" of how am i doing at time.

I'm still learning and eager to learn more. Willingness always stay beside me, I need courage and patience in my habit garden so the seeds would growth and give me strength to improve situations.

Cheers, Junnie.

I will list down as many things that I've achieved this year, 2010 before moving forward. I want to be gratitude, appreciate and move on to the year next with better expectations.

Sharing is believing. I always believe.