It's crazy!
I still don't believe that I'm that crazy in clubbing last nite.
All that I have in my mind is DANCE! Just relief all out!!!!
I still don believe that I can dance from 1230am to 230am.
Man! It's 2 hours exercising, just to get rid my belly.
It's relieving stress class worth RM 75.
= P I guess it's cheap instead of shopping.
Yup, I'm a shopaholic. He he.
After 2 hrs dancing I felt awesome. But I also realized that I've been stopped exercising for quite long time I guess - my whole body's muscle giving me hard time to get off my bed this morning. ^_^
Well, unexpected things happened too, last nite.
An hour before me and my classmates decided to leave,
a guy came by said 'I see you so high. Can I join you dance?'
The first thing in my mind is, I don mind.
It is a huge dance floor. Dance anywhere you want.
He he. I think I know what he means.
Anyway, I told him I'm afraid my friend mind.
Ee Lynn(one of my classmate) pull me over and ask me what happen.
After she heard what's happening, she's like my sister.
Pulling me away from that guy.He he..
Well, I went back to that guy and said 'My friend don't like you join'
Then he said 'too bad' and quickly he said 'Nice to meet you, I'm bla bla (I don remember his name)'
Then I said, 'Hi, I'm Junnie' We shaked hand and he asked for my hp number.
I just made some gestures saying no or i don have hp. I don't know what he get.
Mayb he did realize obviously I don wanna give him my hp number.
Then I told him, 'No worry, I'll dance with you next time!' hehe. now obviously, I'm lying. He then invited me to his birthday party the next nite in the same club house.
Immediately I said 'OK! I'll meet you tml!'
I'm a lil bad him but I really wanna say that I feel pity of him.
Hope he's not waiting and having fun tonite. ^_^
Well, I knew I suppose to reject him. Well, I should learn how next time.
Poor that guy.
20/12/2008
18/12/2008
Giving and missing
Well, I use to believe that in the future, no matter what i do, i still can balance up my career and love life. em, now i'm not sure can i. but i think i can!
Recently, quite a mess when think about my love life. Me and Nic argued for some silly things but it's all started with a very important point. After I'm done with my idea generation works, I was struggling to think about my relationship problems. It's really hard to talk things out recently. He's asking me to understand him as he's struggling in between his business problem and me. After almost a week, I totally realize actually I can't. Unless I've gone through his process too. I'm blank now, not knowing what to do.
It's been almost a week this 'cold war' going on and it's unexpectedly mentally painful. So do 'heart-ly.
Well, I guess, it suppose to be I've been focused too much on my career and lack of love life. Funny. -.-" What so funny?
I'm tired, frustrated and ha...sleepy... A mouth saying 'Giving up, I don't care and It's ok' coming from my forehead is too ignoring. Giving my life on my career is the most happiest thing I've ever want to do. But I've weighted Career same priority as my LOVE life. Hm, I guess I should be stronger than the ignoring mouth that non-stop talking on my forehead. ha..
If I'm single today, would I be as good as now? I'm still wondering. But that's useless to think about. I should focus on what my heart is saying.
HA.. tired, frustrating and my eyes are so dry with the contact lens.
Tomorrow still need to work. I guess I gotta have a sweet dreams first.
Recently, quite a mess when think about my love life. Me and Nic argued for some silly things but it's all started with a very important point. After I'm done with my idea generation works, I was struggling to think about my relationship problems. It's really hard to talk things out recently. He's asking me to understand him as he's struggling in between his business problem and me. After almost a week, I totally realize actually I can't. Unless I've gone through his process too. I'm blank now, not knowing what to do.
It's been almost a week this 'cold war' going on and it's unexpectedly mentally painful. So do 'heart-ly.
Well, I guess, it suppose to be I've been focused too much on my career and lack of love life. Funny. -.-" What so funny?
I'm tired, frustrated and ha...sleepy... A mouth saying 'Giving up, I don't care and It's ok' coming from my forehead is too ignoring. Giving my life on my career is the most happiest thing I've ever want to do. But I've weighted Career same priority as my LOVE life. Hm, I guess I should be stronger than the ignoring mouth that non-stop talking on my forehead. ha..
If I'm single today, would I be as good as now? I'm still wondering. But that's useless to think about. I should focus on what my heart is saying.
HA.. tired, frustrating and my eyes are so dry with the contact lens.
Tomorrow still need to work. I guess I gotta have a sweet dreams first.
16/12/2008
tired, frustrated and heartache-ing
Dear Mr. Diary,
I didn't realize since when i was this tired, frustrated and heartache-ing. Since my secondary school i guess, struggling to fit in a space that really tight and always reject my energy.
Now, i'm still tired, frustrated and heartache-ing and this time it's added with happiness and sadness. I finally fitted in this tight space but it seems more rejection and improvement from that.
I finally realize how's the feeling to wanting to achieve goal in my life. Although I've faced a lot of bad feedbacks but i tend to cherishes the good one too.
I'm practising to balance up my feedbacks and focus more on what i need to improve from everything i did - no matter good or bad.
I never thought that I'll meet the people that really inspire me a lot especially in 95% and CC+J. Not forgetting some of my lectures in TOA.
I believe that because i've chosen or believing the path i go, that's why i got lots of benefit from this path.
Well, the path i chose doesn't really mean the right one. But at least let me try my 100% and find out the reason weather it is right or not.
Now, i still feel tired, frustrated and a bit relieving. ^_^ Thank you for reading my language.
I didn't realize since when i was this tired, frustrated and heartache-ing. Since my secondary school i guess, struggling to fit in a space that really tight and always reject my energy.
Now, i'm still tired, frustrated and heartache-ing and this time it's added with happiness and sadness. I finally fitted in this tight space but it seems more rejection and improvement from that.
I finally realize how's the feeling to wanting to achieve goal in my life. Although I've faced a lot of bad feedbacks but i tend to cherishes the good one too.
I'm practising to balance up my feedbacks and focus more on what i need to improve from everything i did - no matter good or bad.
I never thought that I'll meet the people that really inspire me a lot especially in 95% and CC+J. Not forgetting some of my lectures in TOA.
I believe that because i've chosen or believing the path i go, that's why i got lots of benefit from this path.
Well, the path i chose doesn't really mean the right one. But at least let me try my 100% and find out the reason weather it is right or not.
Now, i still feel tired, frustrated and a bit relieving. ^_^ Thank you for reading my language.
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