tired, frustrated and heartache-ing

Dear Mr. Diary,

I didn't realize since when i was this tired, frustrated and heartache-ing. Since my secondary school i guess, struggling to fit in a space that really tight and always reject my energy.

Now, i'm still tired, frustrated and heartache-ing and this time it's added with happiness and sadness. I finally fitted in this tight space but it seems more rejection and improvement from that.

I finally realize how's the feeling to wanting to achieve goal in my life. Although I've faced a lot of bad feedbacks but i tend to cherishes the good one too.
I'm practising to balance up my feedbacks and focus more on what i need to improve from everything i did - no matter good or bad.

I never thought that I'll meet the people that really inspire me a lot especially in 95% and CC+J. Not forgetting some of my lectures in TOA.
I believe that because i've chosen or believing the path i go, that's why i got lots of benefit from this path.

Well, the path i chose doesn't really mean the right one. But at least let me try my 100% and find out the reason weather it is right or not.

Now, i still feel tired, frustrated and a bit relieving. ^_^ Thank you for reading my language.