Why I wanna marry advertising?

I've been thinking a lot these 2 weeks.
I've been facing a lot of pushes around me since
i started the 3 module in 95% and in CC+J.
What tickle my mind?
My Passion and my Desire.
They finally had awaken and now they're trying to push me off the limit that the 'Fear' of me sets long time ago.
Now i really feeling in a war and quite tired sometimes because I'm trying to overcome the weak side of me.
It's Junnie's Passion VS Junnie's Fear.
and of course! I vote for Junnie's Passion.Forever.

My Passion loves to sacrifice my whole life to Advertising world.
This is how the question comes.
Why I wanna marry advertising?
Only advertising could give me a life!
Only advertising could teach me life's principles.
Only advertising could fire up my life's temptation.
Only advertising saves my life from working.
With advertising, i won't need to work.
I just need to work hard to solve others' problems.
It's my love and my hobby. I have to admit it.

And what makes me afraid of living happily with advertising?
My Fear - fear of achieving and fear of winning.
How Fear drag me back?? She keeps telling me that
'Nah...I still have time to achieve what i want, so just enjoy life'
That's how I always behave yet I didn't realize that she actually keep me from winning until my trainers told me that.
She's good in telling herself 'Nah...it's ok to lose, I still have time to
learn from that.'

I'm still not sure if my way of overcome my Fear is working but I gotta make sure I can make it before 2009!
See my transformation!

Well back to advertising, why suddenly this issue comes into my mind?
When I start tired facing war, I become boring nowadays.
Boring of my life. No rhythm.
That's why I tot a lot these days, finding ways to get my life back.
As I was struggling to get a life, someone came in and tell me that
'You're playing too small, how bout try to see the big picture in your life?'
At that time, I felt this advice was very familiar and then I realized
that's the question I asked my Passion when i'm sick of trying to be a good student in secondary school.

Yup, I asked myself before 'What my life for?'
Then that's how my Passion grows at that moment.

Now I found that being in advertising is my vehicle to achieve my goal.
I wanna inspire and help others solve problems in life.
Yup, doctor could do that too.
With advertising, it's something more than a doctor.
It's about safe sex. It's about fever. It's about nuts brain. It's about STD.
For me, it's not what post I wanna do to get my life. It's about what job and who i'm working for.

Perhaps, when we're too focus of the element in the picture we'll get lost in the picture. But when we get out of the picture, we'll see what is the picture trying to say. My goal is the picture. My elements is Passion and Fear.

What's in my picture? ^_^ You will finds it disgusting: A very well-known company that collect rubbish in Malaysia. Professional than DBKL.