Living through till the end of this life is not
checking off every opening, middle, and closing task,
then waiting for the store close.
Everything have an explainable reason of why things gotta be done.
Seeing people blinded with those materialistic life, i felt pity of them.
Did they ever think of what's their life for?? Why are they in this world??
Why does the God allow them?? What they really wanted to happen when it's the end of the life??
I fear of the end of life cause i've a dream to be made.
Same as everyone, my dream is to live life as what i wanted it to be.
My dream is to make myself feel successful, happy and worth living.
My dream is not yet the end of it.
That's y i'm pity with those who living restlessly,
"waiting for the shift to end by just by simply checking off the tasks
without considering why they need to??'
Anger, ya i have - of those who's just don't get the memo of all this life should be.
Shame, i have too - of having those walking into my path although is just passing by.
They're not only dragging their own life and also others around them.
Then i felt proud - of who i was; how i was brought up - the hard ways and i'm learning the essence of this life; my parents that brought me to this world - they never stop nagging; how i cautiously chose my every step to get what i wanted and i needed in life - which worth me living until today...
Then i began to hope - hope to make tomorrow a better day; hope everyone around me have a great life ahead; hope every human that walk through or passing by or blocked me have could just teach me smth good; hope i could contribute more to this world's positive community...
So i began to ask the universe - I want to live this life to the fullest and no regrets of loosing the moments; I want to make things happen; so why am i here for; at the end of my life, what kind of recognition that i needed from my family, friends, and others; my every step is reasonably inspiring to others on my path; i want to lead a simple but enriching life; i want my generations to be proud of their life and keep the questions goes on...
Now I'm trying my best to do what i needed in order to make what i wanted happens.
I want to cherish every step that i took to inspire everyone around me.
Every moment i live, the essence of this is to help the human live their life to the fullest and no regrets.
I've a world to travel to and it's not here. To get to the world of my dream, i needed to travel around and fight through every challenge. I'm sure i'll be reaching that world soon enough.
Time, i've got plenty, just the courage that needed to refinement.
Courage to travel the worlds out there is indescribable.
But i believe i can make it there at the right moment.
Thanks to the universe for listening to my request.
With Love. Sign off.
19/03/2011
Relationships vs faith is sometimes complicated.
I myself have a very stable relationship with my bf till now 7years++.
It's called faith, not a long term relationship.
Even for some ppl it's long term like for 10yrs, doesn't mean it's a faith.
Faith comes from your heart, well, it depends how strong you choose to be.
It has nothing with what you regrets or what he/she did.
A strong heart determines a vision of where you with your life partner would be in the future, your faith holds the vision as long as your heart and mind could take all of the pains and hopes for the relationship.
I always challenge my heart to the fullest with my life partner.
Cause this tell me the value of the relationship is a subject that human only feel it among each other. No other ppl can replace this feeling even you've changed another partner. or they can't be described to other ppl.
Only you and the one can feel the depth of the faith,
when you hold the vision and never let it down.
Simply, I just observed a faith happening to 2 best friends.
Simply, this is just 2 brotherly-best friend relationship, not a life partner couple.
They've same goals in career to success so they started off from one man show to a SME company. They never started intentionally together actually, one is big boss with big big and determine vision, and lion heart. The other started as a hardworking and very loyalty staff. Ups & downs, they both stay till now, even those who's closer to each of them left the company.
Well, everyone who worked with the boss and who also left the company for self-good reason knew that they were somehow being cheated into and while inside even some when they were leaving. For good in business view - financial, extra staff... Of course, everyone did learnt loads of useful lessons as this company started from scratch.
The truth is it's not as what the big boss promising - like career improvement, staff 'benefit'...
Mostly who came out felt relieved cause they felt cheated by one person who kind of promising the future, it's the matter of twist of words. Not hating the person so much but there's no chance for the ppl who left will go back to hell.
This one person is sort of a cheater, for good in business view.
Now everyone is just waiting to see when will the other brother leaving or can say, wake up from being hynotised, I recently started realising mayb not mayb ya.
Yeah, I'm one of the person got cheated, somehow, for good in business view.
He is now sort of the assistance or CEO of the cheater, Director or business partner already. They're both are so understanding each other, they discussed almost, almost everything together - of course work and .. personal life. They're this close like brothers. Even the brothers in Malaysia, very very less so close?? NVM.
Recently I've got a male cat, Meow2 picked up from street when he's in danger.
Me and Nic took care of him for almost 6 months. We knew we've no time for another pet as we've had a hyperactive dog and in time wise, i hardly squeeze in tiredly to feed and clean him and his cage sometimes. It's exhausted.
When me and Nic decided to find for a loving pet owner, Joescher, the Director would like to accept him. I tot i know him quite well, to own a pet is a challenging life.
I tot he knew this, moreover the cat will be in his office and there's another cat conquering that area. Anyway, we're so happy we found an owner.
Few days after sent the cat to the office, we received a heart-breaking and intriguing message from Joe, unexpectedly. Indirectly saying, i don't know, he can't bare the challenges of having a new cat which actuallly too afraid to adapt to a new environment, which is his office? I really can't believe how he said things like that. I totally became hate of this person. I regretted that i sent the cat into hell. Nic hated him long long time ago, when he realised I was being hypnotised.
I replied the message professionally saying I'll take back the cat. He didn't reply anything and it turned out me and Nic have to keep chasing Teh for the cat.
Teh, professionally messaged me explaining there's sure some misunderstanding and he'll solve the problem for the cat situation. I was totally numb reading his message, and i was speechless.
I passed the reply job to Nic.
Teh, is a very very trustworthy person that you can never find in other company i guess. Once he promised you a thing, no matter it's a big or a small one, he'll sure fulfill it. No matter what. I knew him since I worked with him before.
So i'm speechless that indirectly he's covering his business mate. I salute him.
Almost everyone is quite hating Joe, while Teh is helping him more and more everyday!
I finally understand this is a very strong faith as they both have got the same goals and they aimed to making it happen together, so no wonder Teh still stick to his promise for this long. Because he promised to his best friend to stay and make them happen, i guess. No matter what, he's making them happen with the guy. The faith that holds the vision so so so strong. I don't know if he know what ppl think about them, but i guess one day he'll realise.
Someone once said, there must be some luring benefits that Teh got hypnotised to stick with that guy for this long. I don't think so. Teh, is a smart and intelligent guy. Even he's being hypnotised but not materially. There's some believe in him, he could make it.
Just that mayb he didn't realise that if he keeps covering for that person, he's actually in a way, making that person bad. i don't know how the future will be for them. But I hope and believe that one day, there'll be a wake up call and they can make things better. Just for Teh's sake. and Cindy's happiness.
The situation is complicated, but strongly the faith is this simple.
May God or Buddha, bless all of us with faith.^^
I myself have a very stable relationship with my bf till now 7years++.
It's called faith, not a long term relationship.
Even for some ppl it's long term like for 10yrs, doesn't mean it's a faith.
Faith comes from your heart, well, it depends how strong you choose to be.
It has nothing with what you regrets or what he/she did.
A strong heart determines a vision of where you with your life partner would be in the future, your faith holds the vision as long as your heart and mind could take all of the pains and hopes for the relationship.
I always challenge my heart to the fullest with my life partner.
Cause this tell me the value of the relationship is a subject that human only feel it among each other. No other ppl can replace this feeling even you've changed another partner. or they can't be described to other ppl.
Only you and the one can feel the depth of the faith,
when you hold the vision and never let it down.
Simply, I just observed a faith happening to 2 best friends.
Simply, this is just 2 brotherly-best friend relationship, not a life partner couple.
They've same goals in career to success so they started off from one man show to a SME company. They never started intentionally together actually, one is big boss with big big and determine vision, and lion heart. The other started as a hardworking and very loyalty staff. Ups & downs, they both stay till now, even those who's closer to each of them left the company.
Well, everyone who worked with the boss and who also left the company for self-good reason knew that they were somehow being cheated into and while inside even some when they were leaving. For good in business view - financial, extra staff... Of course, everyone did learnt loads of useful lessons as this company started from scratch.
The truth is it's not as what the big boss promising - like career improvement, staff 'benefit'...
Mostly who came out felt relieved cause they felt cheated by one person who kind of promising the future, it's the matter of twist of words. Not hating the person so much but there's no chance for the ppl who left will go back to hell.
This one person is sort of a cheater, for good in business view.
Now everyone is just waiting to see when will the other brother leaving or can say, wake up from being hynotised, I recently started realising mayb not mayb ya.
Yeah, I'm one of the person got cheated, somehow, for good in business view.
He is now sort of the assistance or CEO of the cheater, Director or business partner already. They're both are so understanding each other, they discussed almost, almost everything together - of course work and .. personal life. They're this close like brothers. Even the brothers in Malaysia, very very less so close?? NVM.
Recently I've got a male cat, Meow2 picked up from street when he's in danger.
Me and Nic took care of him for almost 6 months. We knew we've no time for another pet as we've had a hyperactive dog and in time wise, i hardly squeeze in tiredly to feed and clean him and his cage sometimes. It's exhausted.
When me and Nic decided to find for a loving pet owner, Joescher, the Director would like to accept him. I tot i know him quite well, to own a pet is a challenging life.
I tot he knew this, moreover the cat will be in his office and there's another cat conquering that area. Anyway, we're so happy we found an owner.
Few days after sent the cat to the office, we received a heart-breaking and intriguing message from Joe, unexpectedly. Indirectly saying, i don't know, he can't bare the challenges of having a new cat which actuallly too afraid to adapt to a new environment, which is his office? I really can't believe how he said things like that. I totally became hate of this person. I regretted that i sent the cat into hell. Nic hated him long long time ago, when he realised I was being hypnotised.
I replied the message professionally saying I'll take back the cat. He didn't reply anything and it turned out me and Nic have to keep chasing Teh for the cat.
Teh, professionally messaged me explaining there's sure some misunderstanding and he'll solve the problem for the cat situation. I was totally numb reading his message, and i was speechless.
I passed the reply job to Nic.
Teh, is a very very trustworthy person that you can never find in other company i guess. Once he promised you a thing, no matter it's a big or a small one, he'll sure fulfill it. No matter what. I knew him since I worked with him before.
So i'm speechless that indirectly he's covering his business mate. I salute him.
Almost everyone is quite hating Joe, while Teh is helping him more and more everyday!
I finally understand this is a very strong faith as they both have got the same goals and they aimed to making it happen together, so no wonder Teh still stick to his promise for this long. Because he promised to his best friend to stay and make them happen, i guess. No matter what, he's making them happen with the guy. The faith that holds the vision so so so strong. I don't know if he know what ppl think about them, but i guess one day he'll realise.
Someone once said, there must be some luring benefits that Teh got hypnotised to stick with that guy for this long. I don't think so. Teh, is a smart and intelligent guy. Even he's being hypnotised but not materially. There's some believe in him, he could make it.
Just that mayb he didn't realise that if he keeps covering for that person, he's actually in a way, making that person bad. i don't know how the future will be for them. But I hope and believe that one day, there'll be a wake up call and they can make things better. Just for Teh's sake. and Cindy's happiness.
The situation is complicated, but strongly the faith is this simple.
May God or Buddha, bless all of us with faith.^^
23/12/2010
Songs: Good Life by One Republic
Woke up in London yesterday
Found myself in the city near Piccadilly
Don't really know how I got here
I got some pictures on my phone
New names and numbers that I don't know
Address to places like Abbey Road
Day turns to night, night turns to whatever we want
We're young enough to say
Oh this has gotta be the good life
This has gotta be the good life
This could really be a good life, good life
Say oh, got this feeling that you can't fight
Like this city is on fire tonight
This could really be a good life
A good, good life
To my friends in New York, I say hello
My friends in L.A. they don't know
Where I've been for the past few years or so
Paris to China to Col-or-ado
Sometimes there's airplanes I can't jump out
Sometimes there's bullshit that don't work now
We are god of stories but please tell me-e-e-e
What there is to complain about
When you're happy like a fool
Let it take you over
When everything is out
You gotta take it in
Oh this has gotta be the good life
This has gotta be the good life
This could really be a good life, good life
Say oh, got this feeling that you can't fight
Like this city is on fire tonight
This could really be a good life
A good, good life
Hopelessly
I feel like there might be something that I'll miss
Hopelessly
I feel like the window closes oh so quick
Hopelessly
I'm taking a mental picture of you now
'Cuz hopelessly
The hope is we have so much to feel good about
Oh this has gotta be the good life
This has gotta be the good life
This could really be a good life, good life
Say oh, got this feeling that you can't fight
Like this city is on fire tonight
This could really be a good life
A good, good life
Oh yeah
Good, good life
Good life
Ooh
Listen
My friends in New York, I say hello
My friends in L.A. they don't know
Where I've been for the past few years or so
Paris to China to Col-or-ado
Sometimes there's airplanes I can't jump out
Sometimes there's bullshit that don't work now
We are god of stories but please tell me-e-e-e
What there is to complain about
Found myself in the city near Piccadilly
Don't really know how I got here
I got some pictures on my phone
New names and numbers that I don't know
Address to places like Abbey Road
Day turns to night, night turns to whatever we want
We're young enough to say
Oh this has gotta be the good life
This has gotta be the good life
This could really be a good life, good life
Say oh, got this feeling that you can't fight
Like this city is on fire tonight
This could really be a good life
A good, good life
To my friends in New York, I say hello
My friends in L.A. they don't know
Where I've been for the past few years or so
Paris to China to Col-or-ado
Sometimes there's airplanes I can't jump out
Sometimes there's bullshit that don't work now
We are god of stories but please tell me-e-e-e
What there is to complain about
When you're happy like a fool
Let it take you over
When everything is out
You gotta take it in
Oh this has gotta be the good life
This has gotta be the good life
This could really be a good life, good life
Say oh, got this feeling that you can't fight
Like this city is on fire tonight
This could really be a good life
A good, good life
Hopelessly
I feel like there might be something that I'll miss
Hopelessly
I feel like the window closes oh so quick
Hopelessly
I'm taking a mental picture of you now
'Cuz hopelessly
The hope is we have so much to feel good about
Oh this has gotta be the good life
This has gotta be the good life
This could really be a good life, good life
Say oh, got this feeling that you can't fight
Like this city is on fire tonight
This could really be a good life
A good, good life
Oh yeah
Good, good life
Good life
Ooh
Listen
My friends in New York, I say hello
My friends in L.A. they don't know
Where I've been for the past few years or so
Paris to China to Col-or-ado
Sometimes there's airplanes I can't jump out
Sometimes there's bullshit that don't work now
We are god of stories but please tell me-e-e-e
What there is to complain about
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